Today

OK the funniest story well at least I think so. Today we were at OT and speech for Aaron and there is another mom there for her son and our sons switch therapist needless to say I have a new friend we have a lot to talk about while our kiddos are in therapy. This mom has an 8 month sweet girl. Well Aaron comes out and is playing with her all sweet and babyish and I said, " Aaron do would you like a baby sister or brother?" He said, "Mom I want this one holding baby girls hands", I started cracking up of course her mom was like no you can't have this one. She is a birth mom and we have been able to have amazing conversations about her situation, long ago and I just admire her strength now raising two Autistic sons. OK now on to sweet baby boy.... What a small world we live in, I had seen Doctor Corbin a couple weeks ago as I was leaving the floor, so I just sent her a quick email about how I recognized her ect. well... she had just been assigned baby boy as her patient. Now I have got to meet this amazing doctor and foster mom who I have before only got to read her blog posts. Anyways I feel privileged to meet this Amazing Woman, who's profession is taking care of these sweet kids and she does it at home too! OK I said this before and now wow, I'm in love..... What part of a sweet voice uttering "ma ma ma ma" can you resist. Baby boy has my heart and I'm being still and waiting on God I have purposefully not even asked my husband meanwhile asked worker to consider me as a placement.... Now that like I said is a long time down the road he will be moving onto Bethany Children's home eventually. I don't even know what his long term issues will be or how much medical he will need and if I'm even equipped or if it is even Gods plan I just know that I love him he is so sweet and so relaxed in my arms, He is the first baby to fall asleep on me when I just started signing to him today. I sing to all my babies but they usually just stare at me. He melted, my hubby's response to that was you didn't hurt his ears did you, LOL I'm just kidding he texts. Enjoy the phone camera shots.

We played a lot today with our mouths

Birthday weekend celebration!

What is a little boy to do with all these little girls around? Ash was with us for the weekend to celebrate, Aaron was so happy he loves this girl! And Kaycee the other cutie is his second cousin who recently moved here from Colorado. Aaron had a great party and is officialy 4 but if you ask him he will tell you 5! So excited I finnished all my tax papper work today so after my visit with baby boy tommrow I will head on over to the cpa and drop it off woo hoo I can't believe I'm so early this year. Now I guess I better get working on my CE for real estate.

Big Boy is 4 today and look at lil Miss New hair cut

Yes a private blog, good thought!

Sweet baby
when I got to the hospital Wed. I gave little guy a bath and put this cute little blue outfit on him I got him, he looks really good in blue! Oh it's the cutest thing he gets this one arm going like hes rideing a bull to get his bouncy seat going really fast.

Update

Ok knowing there is a reason for everything I will not get upset that my huge post and I mean huge, probally typed more words then ever just erased itself. Maybe just maybe I shouldn't have given so much info out who knows but I'll make this short. Baby boy went back again for yet another surgery I got to be there for him in the recovery room and I was the only one besides nurses and a doctor :( When I got back to his room at 5 after taking a quick trip to cafeteria the DHS worker was there. I really liked her! Baby boys fever gone for today but wheezing now please pray pray for baby boy, pray for my role in this all, I told worker I would want this placement but that is along time down the road and I'm gonna have to wait and see if God works on Randy with this one, hmmmm. I'm so attached and I know I'm just a piece in this huge plan God has for this little guy! Pray that I will be still and know that he is God! At night when I'm tired and weak I hear, are you crazy, you can't do this, and in the morning I hear I can make a difference in this little guys life now I know the voice of God and I need to focus on that one and not let the negativity get to me. I can't believe that in the United States of America we have this sweet little guy laying in a hospital bed not attached to anyone and stares at the tv all day when he is not asleep. Ok I'm getting tired and rambleing I will post new pics tommrow ps. shhhh not suppose to be taking pics.

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